I must say that I found something out today that I am not happy about. Those who I thought were close are not so much. I thought that I had been sharing things but I guess I was not doing it effectively. Why people have to go to others to find out about me I do not know. Yes I am sad yes I have awful thoughts sometimes but I will not break. If you want to know just ask.
That being said I think that those in question need to know so I will share with them where I think things happened.
I do notice a change in myself. I am tired of thinking I can tell you that. I would like to just live, not think about things that have happened or things that are going to happen. Over the first 6 to eight weeks I have notice a significant change in things, I think that now things will slow down with effects of the medication. We will see what happens. Of course this is how today is. Different days bring different feelings.
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